neglectful blogger!

I have had a lot on my mind lately so I thought that maybe I should post something on my sad sad blog.

I have been working pretty much every day and that is nice but I decided to take off mondays now.

We are closed sundays and that gives me two official days off! 

Well with those two days I am going to start driving back to my home town and visit my AMAZING

father.  I can't describe to you how wonderful and influential this man has been in my life!

I have made horrible mistakes and he has always been there for me.

Never angry, maybe disappointed but he has always helped me through it all.

Now at 79, he needs a brake and a little help wether he likes it or not.

I want to spend what time i have left with him and help him if he needs with whatever it is he is doing at work or around the house and just take some of the everyday chores off his hands, dishes, cleaning, etc..

I love him. I'm the luckiest girl to be blessed with a father who raised two girls pretty much alone and at his age is still doing what he is doing.

<3 you daddy.

On another note. Relationships. Well I've had ups and I've had really horrible downs yet I am still in one.

I can say I date one of my best friends, someone who is totally okay with my weirdness.

I just hope that emotionally he can be there for me when I need him.

I don't ask for much, I just want him. All of him.