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sniffles, stomach aches, sickness

Right now I am sitting in class and my stomach is killing me and all I can focus on is that. I feel light headed and dizzy from time to time not to mention I will be freezing and then hot 2 secounds later. On another note, I am working on a horror movie poster for one of my classes and for right now im digging it but It needs A LOT of work, then in my other class I am learning the basics of flash which is good since i know nothing about it. I applied for another job so I am hoping I gett it, I'll keep u posted. Well i'm going to keep this short and sweet... enough said

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Midterms... enough said.

It has been awhile but yep it is about that time of year for midterms now and I have lots of catching up to do. (story of my life) I go in the lab at 8 a.m. and lately im not out of there till 3 p.m. at the earliest. It's my own fault though and I know I have let some people down in the process. I can only try as hard as I can now to make it up to them and hope that it is enough. I am creating a website which will be linked to my blog, facebook and our GDC website at the school. I am trying to get it done but it is hard when your not getting much help. I can't blame my teachers though like I said. Just hoping for the best I suppose.

On another note, the weather is terrible, I am officially BROKE again which means I get to go back to being a workaholic and then some. I finally started working out which is probably the only highlight of this post. My abs haven't hurt like this is SO LONG. In a way it feels great though. Lets me know that I am accomplishing something after a hard workout. Well thats about all for now gotta get back to this website masterpiece of mine.

Oh October

To these nights that turned into mornings

they leave me thinking about a lot

A new page flipped, A chapter turned over

A lesson learned, A lesson taught 

Hope for more but expect less

Try and figure everything out without losing my mind

Not giving up but letting go of the stress

No holding back, but I'm scared what I will find

Sometimes feeling trapped with no way out

Confidence is a must, just gotta stay positive 

However, lonely but in company, filled with doubt

Just let go of the negative, taking some initiative  

As seasons go by, and the leaves begin to change

Now I start to pick up the pieces , that I somehow let fall apart 

Then you take an outside look, and everything seems so strange

However, just like when leaves change color, you begin a new start