Oh October

To these nights that turned into mornings

they leave me thinking about a lot

A new page flipped, A chapter turned over

A lesson learned, A lesson taught 

Hope for more but expect less

Try and figure everything out without losing my mind

Not giving up but letting go of the stress

No holding back, but I'm scared what I will find

Sometimes feeling trapped with no way out

Confidence is a must, just gotta stay positive 

However, lonely but in company, filled with doubt

Just let go of the negative, taking some initiative  

As seasons go by, and the leaves begin to change

Now I start to pick up the pieces , that I somehow let fall apart 

Then you take an outside look, and everything seems so strange

However, just like when leaves change color, you begin a new start